[chat] going one way, people another

Sarksus

Hamurabi wrote: »

Mim wrote: »

awww yiss, inter-silverware romance.

Not in my plate!

override367

when Im being strict in what I eat (2/3 veggies minimum, etc) my depression gets worse

its weird

RiemannLives

Sarksus wrote: »

Irond Will wrote: »

Sarksus wrote: »

I'm not sure what to say in response to reason or logic being ineffective for depression. I mean that sounds right, in many cases it does appear ineffective, but I was able to control my depression without medication. Does that mean I never had depression despite being diagnosed with it? Am I just a person responding naturally to stimuli that would make anybody sad?

i wouldn't be so sure that you were "controlling" your depression. it's a funny thing - it comes and it goes and there really isn't any way to rationalize it away.

there are definitely lifestyle changes you can make to help treat it, or mitigate some of the damage it could cause to your life. but that's not really the same thing as "controlling" it.

I dunno, I did something that changed how I lived and all of the negative things I thought about myself went away. Now I have self-confidence and self-esteem and I think I'm great. For awhile my depression completely receded and I'm still no longer beholden to the things that I suffered from while I was depressed that first time.

But now it seems to have come back in a different form. I thought that this time I would need medication to treat this because I wasn't sure what decisions or logic could work this time, but after reading statistics on death rates, poverty and hunger I do feel less hopeless. I'm still going to get treated, but I'm not sure if that's viable long-term.

exercise, especially frequent aerobic exercise, has as big an effect on depression as medication. Preferably do both but if medication is difficult because yay US healthcare exercise is still an option.

Dynagrip

Inquisitor wrote: »

Awww yay! One of my exes who was rather shy and awkward has found herself another boyfriend and he is a cutie.

Looks like she has kept up with fencing and lost some weight too.

So hopefully big confidence boosts for her all around.

(I have been on a catching up with my exes spree on facebook for some reason).

^^stalker

override367

i cant believe i wear two fucking dental nightguards and clench and grind so hard while I sleep my teeth still hurt too much to eat anything harder than a strawberry

Idk what to doooo

Dynagrip

override367 wrote: »

i cant believe i wear two fucking dental nightguards and clench and grind so hard while I sleep my teeth still hurt too much to eat anything harder than a strawberry

Idk what to doooo

Are you super stressed or something?

Abdhyius

grocery shopping

red onion for the salmon rolls and tartare

lemon for the tartare and the aioli

and tortellini for tonight.

Eggs are sitting in water to get to room temp now. I will make tortellini and then make the aioli.

and make the tartare and the rolls on thursday.

unless the money won't get here before then because I am afraid I will be too broke to buy salmon.

Dynagrip

Hope I get to work out and roll today. I got put on another project to help out short term. It's high profile/visible so my fitness and training goals may still have to suffer

TehSloth

Ugh this is so frustrating. Read in a variable from a config file. It's a path to a log file. Pass that variable as an argument to another program which it uses as the path to write it's logs. Then I use that exact same variable to open the log and read it. Problem is that the log is pretty clearly not being updated since it has the wrong date and the command line options shown in the log don't match what I used at all. So far I've narrowed it down to my variable being changed via dark magics, the log file is somehow write protected, or the program that's supposed to be writing the logs is broken.

Works completely fine on my system and other test systems, but it doesn't work at all on the machine I have to pester IT dudes to get stuff for me from. I feel bad that they have to deal with my crap, but whatever, I'm pretty confident in my logic.

Abdhyius

Sarksus

Man, Gamefly has Battlefield 3 Premium for $10

On one hand, Gamefly

On the other hand, CTF and BF4 beta access if it looks cool

On the other hand, I don't care that much about BF3 anymore

On the other hand, consumerism

Gooey

fuk dreams get paid fyi hth

ronya

wat is 'hth'

Abdhyius

oh and I also got powdered sugar because I realized I will have spare egg whites so coconut macarone time

Abdhyius

cooking is fun

Sarksus

ronya wrote: »

wat is 'hth'

'hope that helps'

hth

spool32

I have something to say about this IRS thing, I'll just head over to the Obama thread and-

good lord the screaming

*backs away slowly*

Gooey

spool32 wrote: »

I have something to say about this IRS thing, I'll just head over to the Obama thread and-

good lord the screaming

*backs away slowly*

say it here

we'll have a well-reasoned and respectful discussion about it!

Shazkar Shadowstorm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=0hiUuL5uTKc

Shazkar Shadowstorm

hth

ronya

spool32 wrote: »

I have something to say about this IRS thing, I'll just head over to the Obama thread and-

good lord the screaming

*backs away slowly*

pm me your opinion, if you're willing

I am p curious

Irond Will

Abdhyius wrote: »

based on these pictures

i would reconsider

Dread Pirate Arbuthnot

nooooooooooooooooooo

aaron went out all last night to take his mom out for mothers day

tonight he works late

my labia hungers

Winky

If you really want to know how you unconsciously feel about something, try stating your opinions on it while mentally reciting a phone number. Your conscious mind will be distracted so your statements will be less self-deceptive.

AManFromEarth

spool32 wrote: »

I have something to say about this IRS thing, I'll just head over to the Obama thread and-

good lord the screaming

*backs away slowly*

I don't know who that person is.

But I would prefer to argue with you over ACA than listen to their vapid babbling for another page.

And thanks to vanilla's ignore feature, I don't have to!

SammyF

spool32 wrote: »

I have something to say about this IRS thing, I'll just head over to the Obama thread and-

good lord the screaming

*backs away slowly*

You know what you and I have in common, @spool32?

I have no desire to post in a politics thread right now, either.

Sarksus

Winky wrote: »

If you really want to know how you unconsciously feel about something, try stating your opinions on it while mentally reciting a phone number. Your conscious mind will be distracted so your statements will be less self-deceptive.

wat

Echo

I need more small math problems I can use as programming exercises for the coding workshop I'm leading.

The Josephus problem was pretty nice.

kaleedity

spool32 wrote: »

I have something to say about this IRS thing, I'll just head over to the Obama thread and-

good lord the screaming

*backs away slowly*

the republican strategy is being super effective re: benghazi and the irs thing

TTODewback

They stopped selling the bottle taco bell chipotle sauce around here. I've been unable to find a similar replacement for it.
Shit goes so well in eggs.

Mim

I would've ended up like Pepper Ann had my dad not shown me the way.

AManFromEarth

I don't care about the IRS thing. I have nothing to say over it.

I am a little sick of wiretapping anything with a pulse, though. But welcome to the new normal of the 21st century I guess.

Dread Pirate Arbuthnot

Winky wrote: »

If you really want to know how you unconsciously feel about something, try stating your opinions on it while mentally reciting a phone number. Your conscious mind will be distracted so your statements will be less self-deceptive.

905 415 9874...905 415 9874...905 415 9874...905 415 9874...

ANGELINA JOLIE IS DUMB AS HELL FOR CUTTING HER GOODIES OFF

Shivahn

Dread Pirate Arbuthnot wrote: »

nooooooooooooooooooo

aaron went out all last night to take his mom out for mothers day

tonight he works late

my labia hungers

There is plenty of food in your apartment, just feed it.

ronya

running another MLE. time to wait.

TTODewback

Gooey wrote: »

spool32 wrote: »

I have something to say about this IRS thing, I'll just head over to the Obama thread and-

good lord the screaming

*backs away slowly*

say it here

we'll have a well-reasoned and respectful discussion about it you dirty racist conservative randian 1%'ing gaybashing zealotous republican

8->

Mim

Irond Will wrote: »

Abdhyius wrote: »

based on these pictures

i would reconsider

OH SNAP.

spool32

I am very not happy about the IRS targeting people based on their politics.

Somewhere I have a clip of Obama joking about people getting audited... It's not funny now.

SammyF

Shivahn wrote: »

Dread Pirate Arbuthnot wrote: »

nooooooooooooooooooo

aaron went out all last night to take his mom out for mothers day

tonight he works late

my labia hungers

There is plenty of food in your apartment, just feed it.

If only surrealitycheck were here to meld these two thoughts together with some sort of image that combined foodstuffs with labia.

Organichu

Gooey wrote: »

spool32 wrote: »

I have something to say about this IRS thing, I'll just head over to the Obama thread and-

good lord the screaming

*backs away slowly*

say it here

we'll have a well-reasoned and respectful discussion about it!

i hope you and your loved ones dies in a housefire you racist motherfucking moocow